inside-out

maryann c
libra
mississauga

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Do not dwell in the past,
do not dream of the future,
concentrate the mind on the present moment.



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Missed so many days and I can't remember what I did
9:34 AM
Monday, July 20, 2009

The last thing I wrote was about Jeff and I fighting. After that, I think I was still pissed for a couple of days and I can't remember what I did

I think I remember it now:

July 10: I met up with Mich and Mic at Harbour Front for the Beat Freaks & Culture Festival. I brought Mango with me. I feel really bad if I have to leave him at home for 5 hours or more. I'd always always think how bored I would be and if all I wanted to do was to be with someone. Harbour Front has been my "favorite" place to hang out now since Mic first took me there during Luminato.

July 11: I figured there was nothing else do to. So I called Mich to see if she wanted to hang out at Harbour Front. It was just the 3 of us that went (Jeff, Myself and Mich)

July 12: Yes! Harbour Front AGAIN!!! Met up with Mike Javier, Vieve and Shobi. Went to the Paws Place to try out their gym. Mango was so hyper that he was stomping on the little dogs. Jeff and I walked around and bumped into a bunch of other people. Mic, John, Mike H, Nick, Darren Carreon, Gary, Marlon, Suzanne and Mark Dizon. It was great times!
When I got home, I got a weird voicemail from Marlon. He starts by saying he heard that I had a boyfriend and he wasn't all about that. I was FRIGGING SHOCK!!! Hello, I never once said I wanted to hook up with him. The only conversation I had was that he worked near me and if we were both free, we should meet up for lunch. Nowhere near that conversation have I ever indicated that I was looking for a boyfriend, date or marry anyone... HELLO, everyone needs to eat lunch sometimes right?!?!? Knowing that he's from North York, I was being courteous to even mention lunch to him. - Not like I would really come running to eat lunch with him.. I'd rather go home and feed my dog!

July 13 - Toredeca Dog Park
July 14 - Toredeca Dog Park with Suzanne. OMG, she is such a sweet person. Funny and really easy to get along with. She very down to earth. We left the park at 8-830 and I think we were in my car talking until 11 pm in front of Mark's house.
July 15 - IT'S PAYDAY!!! It's pay day and it means it's PAY DAY FOR MY BILLS!
July 16 - DENVER and I drove the Casino to meet my parents to check them in the hotel room. Get this... I bet out $5 on Triple 6 of the odd hitting 1 - 180. I hit and donated back the $1000 I won. I know... It's such a shame!
July 17- Photo shoot for Tiffany and Gio
July 18 - Trillium Hospital appointment. I don't know what else to think. I'm so discourage and hopeless about my results. I guess I'll just have to accept it. On top of that, the pay parking would let me out. I an't even go into that right now... it's just bringing me a lot of stress.