maryann c
libra
mississauga

toodles.

Do not dwell in the past,
do not dream of the future,
concentrate the mind on the present moment.

Friday, March 26 - I've decided to invite Mary, Jackie and Mic for dinner to celebrate my resignation with CAD Micro. While everyone else is getting laid-off, here I am resigning. We all met up at Korean BBQ on Queen Street. It was unfortunate that Jax couldn't make but I'm really happy that she's celebrating her dad's birthday. Mic, Mary and I were eating and sitting for so long that we eventually got kicked out. Who gets kicked out of the restaurant.. HOW RUDE. Anyhow, we drove to Dixie to pick up John to chill at my place. When we got there, Jeff, Ed and Melodie were on their way out to JFK (a club). Mic, John and Mary ended up at my place just watching the Hills until I had to drive them home. At about 130 am, I drove Mic and John and on the way home, I called Mary to see if Jeff was home. I drove to JFK to surprise him but when I pulled up in the parking lot, Jeff and 2 girls were all flirting with eachother. I called his cell but he didn't answer. I watched from the distance these 2 girls and Jeff, giggle, laugh and throw their arms around him. I followed them home and I quickly ran upstairs to tell Mary.
The 2 girls, Joanne and Mary Joy still flirted with Jeff right in front of me. I was in the bedroom when I heard this conversation.
Jeff : Do you know we have the same birthday?
Joanne: Ya, we're cool.
Jeff: I find people with the same birthday a turn-on. Did you know that I was attracted to you? You didn't notice me because I was fat.
Joanne: I was noticing you.

By then, I'm steaming and I wanted to rip the walls apart. I came outside and witnessed the both of them giggling and pushing eachother. By this time, it's 4 am and I'm about to blow up in front of everyone. I walk over at the kitchen counter and Jeff doesn't even see me. He's completely staring at Joanne.
After a while, I got tired of just standing there trying to get Jeff's attention. I said Iwas going to bed but they all still stayed in the kitchen. *hint hint I'm going to bed so get the FUCK out!

Jeff drops them off downstairs and comes to bed.

I wanted to know if he got her number and the stuff he said. He started saying that I was hearing and seeing things. I was the sober one and I can still picture the both of them giggling. I was getting so frustrated and I couldn't stand the fact that he did that right in front of me.

He suddenly jumped on the bed and starts yelling on top of his lungs that I cheated on him with Mike. He was making all these wild accusations and he said that I slept at the beach with Mike, held hands and kissed under the moonlight.
In my head - *thinking What the hell just happened.
He got up and starts yelling some more and louder .. and punches 3 holes beside our bedroom door and 1 by the washroom. This all ended at 5 - 6 am and I had to get up early for Rho's baby shower.

My first attemp with drywalling, patching and sanding.

But forgot the lumber support in the back.

Thanks to Ed for redoing it!!!