Nightmare on Elm Drive West
10:35 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Around 2 pm, I received a phone call from Jeff's mom. She said that Jeff was going in for
surgery for his gall bladder. I was in total disbelief. I was just leaving to see mom; instead I was heading out to another hospital to see someone else get admitted. These life trials is really stressful and I don't know how much more I can take. I'm panicking and screaming inside and noone is hearing it. I'm about to have a major breakdown soon if I don't see my psychiatrist this week. It's been a tough past 2 weeks and now this. I'm trying to stay focus but sometimes, I can't help thinking about the worse. I just want to hide under my bed tomorrow. As selfish as it seems, I just need a break from all this.
